What comes after 2022

Everyone always thinks that being an only child is a good life. Trust me, it sucks. It freaking sucks okay! And I AM A GIRL! FEMALE! LADY! Hais. You know what's the most hateful thing about being an only child? It's when even if it is not my fault and even when I did no wrong, all the mistakes, all the anger will be push, to ME. Who else in the house could they throw they anger towards? NO ONE. But me. And who am i suppose to vent my anger at in the house now? NO ONE. Consider the fact that kids who are the only child have high tolerance on everything okay. AND NOT ALL ONLY CHILD KIDS ARE FUCKING PAMPERED. Well at least i'm not.

Every day my dad fetch me home from work. Some of you went "Eh you so pampered leh ! One day take transport lah!" You all think i don't want is it? They all think I want my dad to fetch me home every day is it? YOU ALL THINK I DON'T WANT FREEDOM IS IT?! Well, now is not as bad as last time. Last time, i didn't even get to go out with my friends. I was afraid to say "Mum, can i go for lunch with....." but now, with a little of loose freedom, i was allowed to go out have lunch with someone. But be back on time. I was allowed to go out with some people, but be back on time OR my dad fetch me after that. People, it's not easy okay. Reputation. Pride. Everything. Just because i didn't say a word about all your comments, does not mean i'm okay. Just because i just kept listening does not mean i'm not hurt that you vent your anger towards me.

MUM, YOU ARE MAD AT DAD ! WHY ARE YOU VENTING IT ON ME?! WHAT DID I DO WRONG?!

It's just not fair. While they think it's okay to do this, every one thinks it's okay to say such comments. Yeah, it's a free world to say anything everything whateverthing. But come on ah, anyone wants to stand with my two feet? Anyone wants to try my shoes? Well, it's not easy like how you all think it is. In fact, life is never easy for anyone. So stop assuming that i'm loving the fact that my dad fetch me home every day. Well, i loved it only on days when tired legs needs some rest. But some times, don't you guys ever think that i want some loose freedom too? It's not fair that many judge me this way.

AND SERIOUSLY IT IS NOT FAIR THAT YOU ARE ANGRY AT ME FOR THE WRONG REASON !

AND DAD, CURSE YOUR LIVERPOOL ! I HOPE THE TEAM YOU ARE SUPPORTING FOR SOCCER LOOSE AS SHIT AS EVER ! Because of soccer you wanted to skip sending the rice cooker to Grandma's house ! AND THAT WAS THE FREAKING REASON WHY MUM IS ANGRY AT YOU ! FOR IDK WHAT SHIT SAKE, IT IS ALWAYS ABOUT YOUR FAMILY !

YOUR FAMILY COMES FIRST ! MY MUM'S MUM IS IN A MORE PATHETIC CONDITION THEN YOU FREAKING ASSHOLATIC SISTERS OKAY ! I REPEAT, YOUR FREAKING ASSHOLATIC SISTERS ! I seriously dislike them. Seriously. I seriously can't stand them already okay. IF YOU STUPID SISTERS OF MY DAD THINKS THAT MY DAD IS THE ONLY PERSON WHO MAKES MONEY IN THE HOUSE FOR US TO HAVE A CAR, A BIKE AND A 5-ROOM FLAT, YOU ARE FUCKING HILARIOUSLY ANNOYINGLY WRONG ! YOU ASSHOLES JUST STAY HOME AND WAIT FOR YOUR HUSBAND'S MONEY TO DROP FROM THE SKY !

BUT NOT MY MUM ! She wakes up EVERY MORNING AT 5 AM TO GO TO WORK AND EARN A LIVING TO HELP MY DAD , WHO COULD NOT SURVIVE ON HIS OWN ! For HEAVEN'S SAKE, COULD YOU PLEASE GET YOUR FUCKING DIRTY HANDS OFF MY FAMILY AND LEAVE US ALONE?!

I'm so freaking upset on everything. SO FREAKING UPSET.