What comes after 2022

My hand are itching to start playing music again. Music has been my soul. And for five years I've been playing the flute. It feels weird not being able to play it again. When i play music, I became a different person. Someone who's personality is far way to different than mine. Being angry i used music to shout out loud. Being sad, i cried with my music. Being happy chirped around with music. Music is like voice. Flute. I've been playing it for five years. I don't know if i should continue playing it again. I have a keyboard at home. One of my favourites too. But i'm not skilled enough to play it well. As much as i love to play the flute, i don't want to let go of the keyboard. I may be greedy because i want both. But i don't know which direction to go. I wanted to play the keyboard well. But i don't want to forget the feeling of playing the flute. Should i continue my keyboard lesson? Or should i get my flute skills back? I continue to wonder...