What comes after 2022

Unfortunately, this secret doesn't last. I pretended to still like ex-crush. When i already liked frownie. I didn't want to tell anyone. Cause i did not want this to happen. I guess luck is not on my side. I had wished luck was on my side. But it turned it's back on me. How sad? Why must it end up this way? If i hadn't accidently said it to firdaus, and if i had kept it to myself, this won't happen, right? Well, partly it WAS my fault. I'm sorry. Why am i saying sorry? No, i don't pity myself. But i pity Frownie. Cause his going to face that "irritance" that ex-crush faced. I didn't want that to happen. And at the same time i don't want to feel uncomfortable. I'm happy just by looking at him from far knowing that he doesn't know. But now, i feel like crying. No i already cried. In the bathroom when i got home. Well, i'm just typing what i feel. I don't care who's reading. I don't care who wants to comment. I don't care what people think. I just want to type what i feel. Yes, i hate syafiq ibrahim for quarrelling with me while mentioning "IKAN" all the way. IT SUCKS! I hate you for the reason that you have no reason to bug me with that word and irritate me every minute you see me. Back to Frownie. I don't want to feel the sense of rejection. To be continued.....