AHBMA

I hate that thoughts of you still linger in my head. You have got to be gone. I need you to be gone. I wouldn't want to think about someone else's man. And I didn't want history to repeat itself. Please, please leave my thoughts.

It sucks that today, when I hung out with some people and had relationship talks, the first person that I think of is you. I hate that. 

I've not seen you since that day and I had promised myself to let you go over the sea on Penang like how I always let everyone go after a flight. It has been more than one flight and you are still here in my thoughts. I still cry sometimes and I hate that. I've not seen you in awhile but thoughts of you still linger.

I hate how much I like so much that it is so hard to let go. You are someone else's man.. and I really really really need to remember that 😔