AHBMA

18/01/20

You gave me one of the best memories.

I knew when I walked into there, i knew that I will learn of the truth. And thank you for being honest. Thank you for the wonderful conversations we had.

I got to know that you wouldn't choose red bean flavoured bread if given a choice. I get to know that your favourite bread from Swee Heng would be the one with the chicken floss topping. I got to know that the few malay songs and artists you knew were Anuar Zain, Imran Ajmain, Taufik Batisah and thank you for playing the only malay song on your spotify just to tell me that that is one of the malay song u had on your playlist. Thank you for letting me know your heart break song and thank you for laughing at my jokes and teasing me back. 

I enjoyed the conversation and talking to you and I hope you felt the same.

You said "I wanted to text you.. but I didn't want to create trouble. It has happened before and people started to hate me out of nowhere". I understood clearly and honestly, all I wanted and needed to hear was that "I wanted to." That is enough for me. I appreciate that. I appreciate that you respect both yourself and the girl you are dating enough to not text me and create inconvenience for yourself.

Thank you for remembering the first three digits of the phone number I gave you. That answered my question as to whether you've read the note. 

I don't blame you. Neither do I blame fate. I know I was late to the party. That I existed late and you already started with her. I'm okay. I'm fine. 

Thank you for agreeing to stay as friends and allowing me to hang out if we both work on a sat. 

Thank you for being a gentleman, opening doors for me and listening to me without being awkward about it. And thank you, for being honest and opening up to me. You are a great person AHBMA and I pray to Allah to keep you as a good person. May Allah always protect you wherever you are and may you be blessed with all the love you deserve🌹

Thank you for asking questions that is not being asked in normal conversations. I felt important for a minute so thank you for that. 

If we were ever meant to be, I hope this time I won't be late :)