I still do like you

I still do like you

I still do want you

But i'm not going to concentrate on getting you

It's complicated what I want and what I feel. But nobody will be able to understand it except Allah. And I hope Allah stays by me throughout so I won't go astray and so that I will be able to keep my grounds.

There is so much I want to tell you. There is so much I wish you would share with me. But I'm seeing it as impossible. It is impossible for you to look at me. Impossible for you to like me back. Impossible for you to be mine.

For you have caught me deep, MSBAR.