I want so badly for you to stay

No matter how much i'm trying to tell myself that i have to let go of this thing that barely even started, i couldn't help but to wish that you would stay in my life. Ya Allah, save my heart from this sadness. Ya Allah, show me the truth as to why i was allowed to notice him when i don't even get to hold on to him.. Ya Allah, protect him wherever he is and grant him happiness...