Dear Eyecandy
After all that has happened, i think it's time for me to make my stand. You sir, has been the most respectable eyecandy i've ever had. To have so much to give and to lay down without asking for anything in return is definitely something i wish i have. This time i've learnt so much. Much more than i've learnt from ABR. ABR taught me the hard way but having an eye for you taught me a way that didn't bring any tears.
Letting go this time means that you will stay as my eyecandy but i will lie lower into the darkness and keep the smiles watching you play. I ain't gonna step out of the darkness like how brave i've always been. I wouldn't want to expose anymore of my feelings towards you. Indeed, i want to protect you from this harm. Yes, my feelings are harmful towards any other guy out there. Knowing myself, i wouldn't want to put you into that kind of danger. I want you to stay free from a burden like me.
You're a family man, definitely a good point that i see thus far. Being caring and attached to every individual of your family members, i envy that deeply sir. To have that kind of love towards your family, is something very hard and rare to find.
I hope Allah gives you a piece of happiness that last for eternity. Because you deserve it. For being such a matured man, you make me wanna grow up. Every little part of your characteristic is lovable and i couldn't see why someone would want to break your heart. You deserve to be happy and i wouldn't stop praying for your happiness as long as i could remember you.
The First- "Hey this guy is entertaining even though his 'S' pretty sucks". That is when i first started noticing you. Because you made me laugh and enjoyed the show so much, i noticed you right after i came back from my internship period.
The Noticeable- From the window of the bus, every time it arrives to work, i could see you play and entertaining anyone who comes close to you. Showing of any animal that lays on your arms/shoulders. Not every presenter does the same. Some just stands awkwardly, stoned, smiling but bored. Your sincerity in the job you do is very important as it could be seen even from a far. But if that was just an act, only God knows. But i would want to believe the good in you.
The Entertainer- Every show you do, with every hands you clap, to every hip dance you do, you've been a great entertainer. I screwed up so much on a particular day and i was so down. But hearing your voice presenting on stage, seeing you dance and bringing the audience into your show world, i couldn't help but to enjoy it as well. It really felt so good to hear guests telling me "this show is so good and funny" i wish you could hear them yourself. At every corner of the stage, i see people smile and laugh and engrossed in the show every time you're on stage. I wish you could see every of their faces and know that you made them smile. Well i think you know. But if you don't, you should know.
The Macho Man- You walk that walk. Your voice are calm. It makes me happy seeing you 'that walk' with your animals. It makes you look so much and funny every time. Your voice are always so calm and macho every time you say something to me. It makes me so calm even when i'm nervous seeing you around.
There is so much great things about you and i do not wish to see your bad side. I've had enough of tears and having an eye for you from the start has brought me so much happiness in every event you were around. You made me smile wide without you knowing it. Letting go only means that i will keep seeing your great side. Which is the reason why it is better for me to stay in the dark. I want to remember you as the man who made me smile. I don't want to be broken hearted because of you. I don't want my tears to flow because of you. A great man like you deserves to be remembered as a great person. There's nothing much i could do for you therefore this is the least i could.
Dear eyecandy,
Your smile has been the light that brings joy to many individuals as they enter the show. Your actions had made many individuals laugh as they sit in the amphitheater. I've heard people saying " the show is so good and funny " every time you were on stage. I would be proud of you if i was your girlfriend. But no, i'm just proud right now to have an eye for an amazing person. Everyone knows that the things we give sometimes is because we know that it would make some people's life better. I hope one day some would give you more than what you have given to many others. Be happy my dear eyecandy. That's all i would want to pray for you. I hope Allah bless you in your whole enter life. Stay the same and don't ever let your guard down. I hope to see you being that amazing person again one day in life. I want to smile looking at you thinking " hey he's good " just like how i'm thinking of you right now every time i see you. Allah will protect you and give you the happiness you deserve. I believe Allah will do that for you because you have been a great person...
Yours truly,
Your Number One Fan.
Letting go this time means that you will stay as my eyecandy but i will lie lower into the darkness and keep the smiles watching you play. I ain't gonna step out of the darkness like how brave i've always been. I wouldn't want to expose anymore of my feelings towards you. Indeed, i want to protect you from this harm. Yes, my feelings are harmful towards any other guy out there. Knowing myself, i wouldn't want to put you into that kind of danger. I want you to stay free from a burden like me.
You're a family man, definitely a good point that i see thus far. Being caring and attached to every individual of your family members, i envy that deeply sir. To have that kind of love towards your family, is something very hard and rare to find.
I hope Allah gives you a piece of happiness that last for eternity. Because you deserve it. For being such a matured man, you make me wanna grow up. Every little part of your characteristic is lovable and i couldn't see why someone would want to break your heart. You deserve to be happy and i wouldn't stop praying for your happiness as long as i could remember you.
The First- "Hey this guy is entertaining even though his 'S' pretty sucks". That is when i first started noticing you. Because you made me laugh and enjoyed the show so much, i noticed you right after i came back from my internship period.
The Noticeable- From the window of the bus, every time it arrives to work, i could see you play and entertaining anyone who comes close to you. Showing of any animal that lays on your arms/shoulders. Not every presenter does the same. Some just stands awkwardly, stoned, smiling but bored. Your sincerity in the job you do is very important as it could be seen even from a far. But if that was just an act, only God knows. But i would want to believe the good in you.
The Entertainer- Every show you do, with every hands you clap, to every hip dance you do, you've been a great entertainer. I screwed up so much on a particular day and i was so down. But hearing your voice presenting on stage, seeing you dance and bringing the audience into your show world, i couldn't help but to enjoy it as well. It really felt so good to hear guests telling me "this show is so good and funny" i wish you could hear them yourself. At every corner of the stage, i see people smile and laugh and engrossed in the show every time you're on stage. I wish you could see every of their faces and know that you made them smile. Well i think you know. But if you don't, you should know.
The Macho Man- You walk that walk. Your voice are calm. It makes me happy seeing you 'that walk' with your animals. It makes you look so much and funny every time. Your voice are always so calm and macho every time you say something to me. It makes me so calm even when i'm nervous seeing you around.
There is so much great things about you and i do not wish to see your bad side. I've had enough of tears and having an eye for you from the start has brought me so much happiness in every event you were around. You made me smile wide without you knowing it. Letting go only means that i will keep seeing your great side. Which is the reason why it is better for me to stay in the dark. I want to remember you as the man who made me smile. I don't want to be broken hearted because of you. I don't want my tears to flow because of you. A great man like you deserves to be remembered as a great person. There's nothing much i could do for you therefore this is the least i could.
Dear eyecandy,
Your smile has been the light that brings joy to many individuals as they enter the show. Your actions had made many individuals laugh as they sit in the amphitheater. I've heard people saying " the show is so good and funny " every time you were on stage. I would be proud of you if i was your girlfriend. But no, i'm just proud right now to have an eye for an amazing person. Everyone knows that the things we give sometimes is because we know that it would make some people's life better. I hope one day some would give you more than what you have given to many others. Be happy my dear eyecandy. That's all i would want to pray for you. I hope Allah bless you in your whole enter life. Stay the same and don't ever let your guard down. I hope to see you being that amazing person again one day in life. I want to smile looking at you thinking " hey he's good " just like how i'm thinking of you right now every time i see you. Allah will protect you and give you the happiness you deserve. I believe Allah will do that for you because you have been a great person...
Yours truly,
Your Number One Fan.
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