Anger Strikes

 How can this world have someone as nice as you are? You barely even know me yet your helping me out despite your busy schedule. Because of people like you are the reason why girls fall in love for the wrong reasons. I'm so angry at the fact that you are helping me out despite me saying that it will be hard on you. WHICH PART OF MY ENGLISH DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND?! Why do you have to make it so hard for me. Can you just say " okay then " Instead of saying " Email me the soft copy of the script " Dammit ! You are just making my heart fall for you. You're making me fall for you for the wrong reason there is in the world. It was a mistake to even ask you in the first place. I thought it would benefit me. Yes it will. But unfortunately i'm no longer happy at the fact that you wanted to help. Your kindness right now is pretty darn a burden for me. Please boy, please don't be this way.. Please don't make every situation good.. I'm blinded by your kindness.. I'm starting to fall deeply in love.. I don't want all the shits to happen once again.. I'm tired of going through everything i went through. ABR shall be the last to break my heart. I can't go on anymore with all these mistakes. I do not deserve your kindness. I don't want to appreciate your kindness. I don't want to appreciate you. I'm so afraid to get close to you and i still am very afraid of that. Please boy please. Stay away. Get my message. I'm too afraid. Boy, you don't know how i feel.. You really don't..