What comes after 2022

You once asked me when are you the most charming. Tell you the truth, you are the most charming in your prayers. You were the most charming when you give your all to Allah. You were the most charming when your tears dropped remembering Allah. That was when you were the most charming. It's a blessed to be able to see how much you put yourself to Allah and give your all to Allah. I hope Allah could heal your heart and make you feel better. The only reason why i didn't wantto tell you when you were the most charming is because i want you to keep your heart with Allah and not pray because you want to show off. Do your part and be a good muslim MFBML. Be a good muslim and lead your future wife and kids. I don't think Allah would allow me to hold on to you. I did more sins than you and the fact that i have yet to repent. It's true i need someone like you to change my future and to change me. But somehow, i don't think Allah is going to allow me to be with you.

It's very calming and amazing to see you and your cliques praying and giving your all to Allah. Really, every time i see, i almost cried. It was truly an amazing scene.