What comes after 2022

Something if bugging me. Last night i dreamt. It was a nightmare. You didn't want me. Well i was ready to know that. But I didn't want it to come to fast. I'm not so sure what i'll do. But i'm just afraid of rejection after last night. I'm just so afraid. That's all. And I have a feeling something will happen. But idk what. But i'm just afraid of rejection becoming reality.