What comes after 2022

Twitter. I get my privacy away from my mom. But you blog, i get my privacy from people who doesn't care. If i were to say this in twitter, i would flood, people won't be happy and the person i'm referring to will read it. So it's best to right it here, in you.

I don't understand how i could tolerate him. Sometimes i just want attention from him. But he never give me a single second of his life. But sometimes he does. I hate mix signals. I hate it when guys do things one time and the another the next time. This is what i want to say to him :

I read okay. I read your tweets. I choose to believe when you say that you called because you wanted to meet me. But then when i read your tweeter minutes ago, you already planned to meet your girls. Come on lah. I'm not dumb okay. I could see things very clearly. And when you said you wanted to go to the concert with me, i wasn't the first you nor the second in fact, YOU DIDN'T EVEN ASK ME TO GO WITH YOU. You only said that you wanted to go with me after i asked publicly in TWEETER. And when i said you only asked me to accompany you when all your other girls can't make it, you deny it. HELL YEAH I AM HUMAN OKAY ! I have feelings okay ! I get hurt okay ! Yeah i bully you all the time , laugh my ass off. BUT I CAN DIFFERENTIATE THE WAY YOU TREAT ME ! I'm not your friend for benefit okay ! And all the time, it was me who texted you. It was me who cared for you. You had your girls to care for you. So you don't mind if i didn't care for you even for a month. Sometimes i just wish to run away from you. I just want to run away from the thought of being your friend. You're just a cold person. I could understand that you being like this is the result from your broken family. But haiss.. I'm always being nice trying to help you. But you don't need help right? You have your best budds who has been standing by your sides for years. And who am i ? I didn't say all this is your face cause i know where i stand. But i too have feelings. I too have emotions. I just don't want to see you anymore. You won't miss me anyway. You don't even care. And you won't find me.