What comes after 2022

Sometimes, looking at both their Facebooks, made me wonder, why must i be the one who should sacrifice my love so that they could take those guys in hands. I'm not a quitter in anything except love. I quit when it comes to love. I'm not a fighter when it comes to love. I'm not those girls in the dramas who would hold on tight and never let go. No, I don't change my heart easily. But i just see no point in holding on to something you know you could never get hold of. You may see me as a quitter who would give up when i see no hope. Like i say, only for love. I would fight till the end if it were for other things but not love. I believe that holding on to things you can't get is not a way to prove your love. I believe more into, if you love him, let go of him and let him find his own love. If he is meant for you, he'll come back no matter how long it takes. Every girl in this world has been created their on partners in the world. God promised us that. Unless if they die young and unmarried. Then, that's something only God knows why. I can't deny the fact that sometimes i felt a little jealous when i see her posting about always contacting him. Even so, i have told myself and let go of the feeling. Just like how i let go of monster and all the other guys that use to affect me in many ways. Life has to move on no matter what. I need to stand on the ground of reality. I can't keep running into my dreams and la la land. I have to be strong. Love itself can't bring me down. I have many more reasons to be happy. I have many more reasons be alive and breathing. I may not be the brightest kid in town having all A's in my exams. I may not have the perfect life. I may not have the perfect parents. All that doesn't bother me at all. I have something to smile about every morning. I have something to be happy about every time I'm awake. I have my family, friends and reasons to be alive. So I'm going to treasure that and not let love alone bring me down. I have to be strong. Thank you to whoever is reading this. Even if no one is, thank you blog for being the best pal whenever i need to say something from the bottom of my heart.