MNBMA - 08.01.2021

4 days till we turn 8 months. We've never really reminded each other how long we've been together. It's not us. And well, we agreed not to anyway. Today was the day. The day I burst and you walked away. I didn't want to end it on a bad note. So I guess the way we ended things was alright. Thank you for everything for the past few months. It broke me further that you dont even seem affected. You were so chill about this break up. You were numb. It was as if you already knew what you wanted... to leave me. I guess i'll sleep with swollen eyes tonight. I never knew that I was really sad until i step on my prayer mat. Ive been telling myself not to breakdown and i guess only when im facing my creator is when i breakdown. Thank you for the things you used to do for me. Thank you for making believe that love was beautiful once. Thank you for allowing me to grow. I love you. I still do. But like you said, i guess it is best for us to go our seperate ways. May Allah always protect you and bless you.