A test - 19.01.2021

You, MNBMA were a test for me. And this break up is a test for me too. Previously, I failed the test. ALLAH wanted to see how i would deal with my broken heart again and I did not deal with it well previously. I was crazy. I was rebelious. I turned into sexual stuffs that I now regret. I know I shouldnt have done all that but I did it anyway. I did not handle it well previously. 

And I want to handle it well this time. I want to handle this with modesty. With sabar. With a heart that is always reminded of Allah.