MNBMA - 10.11.2020

You know babe, i'm jealous of those whose partner loves them to bits. They show off their love, they learn about their partner, they fight for their relationship.

And as much as we all know that Allah is the best of planner, you know... you aren't doing any of it. Memang Allah tentukan segalanya. Tapi Allah tak menghalang kita cuba. Memang kita sepatutnya cintakan Allah before anyone else tapi Allah tak halang kita bercinta...

You buddy, no longer love me

You buddy, kept me by your side because you are not used to being alone

You buddy, were never sure of us in the first place

The day you told me that you felt like ending things is the day you lost me. You lost every hopes I have in me, every ounce of energy I have to want to fight for this relationship, you've lost it all buddy. I'm here only because I refuse to be the one to end this relationship. I'm here only because I refuse to let the next girl of yours hear you say "she broke up with me"

You've lost me. You've lost everything about this relationship. I've lost my strength, my desire, my hopes and my wish of wanting this relationship to work. 

I did love you with all of my heart. I do. And still do. A little lesser because I understand now what has been going on. But I still do love you. And that sucks. Because I know you don't anymore.