Tired

My eyes cried for my heart tonight.
My heart felt so heavy that I cried watching a korean rom-com drama.
Why do I love watching korean rom-coms from time to time?
Because only in their dramas do the heroins always have that guardian angel overlooking them and taking care of them.
I guess, i've been so tired lately. So tired of caring for others when i'm pretty sure I don't matter to many. I'm pretty sure that if i disappear today, no one would even notice. No one would even care. Of course, apart from my parents. Sure we are all adults and we are all busy with our lives. I am an adult too. I too am busy with my life. But there are times I take a second to think of others if they are doing well. I take second to ponder if the people i love and care are doing fine. I take a second to text to check on people. But, no one checks on me. Everyone is so used to having me check on them that it doesnt matter what i feel. It doesnt matter if I disappear because everyone knows that one day i'll pop by in their lives to say hi again.