Every day

I hate that I worry about you every day
I hate that I question about you every day
I hate that you are quiet now

Two weeks now
And you are just so silent
I hate that you go through things alone

I hate that you shut down again
I hate that I can't talk to you

Trying to forget the past took ten years
And who am I kidding?
'FORGET'?
It never happened
Forgive?
It might have had happened only now
But how do I forget you today?
How do I leave you alone knowing that you shut down because you are facing things alone?