Thank You And Good Night
Dear Mr Presenter,
Thank you for the wonderful months of giving me trembles and shivers every time i look at you. Staying in the dark, i thought i could. I thought i could just see you from a far. But it ended up as you talking to me first. And suddenly BAM. We kind of know each other. We are kind of, 'friends'. You were charming. You were amazing. You were nice. In fact, too nice towards me. And it's my fault that i fell so hard for all your good characters. I know i shouldn't. But with you being too kind, i couldn't help it. Sir, in the future, please do not do this to someone who has an eye for you. You may not know she has an eye for you, you might not know she likes you, but i hope you could be aware of your kindness somehow. Because those things are the little things that makes a girl fall deep. Every memory, every minute and every chance of a simple talk with you, makes me smile and makes my day better. You made me feel so calm. You made me feel so happy every time you smiled at me. I caught you with the corner of my eye looking at me a lot of times, but i know it was just a fairytale. Maybe you didn't look at me all this while, maybe it was just someone in my direction i did not notice. Maybe those smiles weren't for me. Maybe everything was not meant to be. Every thing that i thought was a simple signal, wasn't really a signal after all. Every thing i thought was hope, wasn't really hope at all. Every thing i thought was a dream, was a dream. Every good thing that i thought was too good to be true, yes they were too good to be true. I wish i could ask you;
"All this while, have you ever a lot of times looked into my direction while i was walking somewhere in the park near you? Why/Why Not?"
"When you smiled at me, was it really for me? Was that smile a sign of your happiness when you saw me or was it because you were friendly?"
"When you talked to me first and told me to find you on facebook, was it a friendly intension only?"
"When you started getting comfortable talking to me, was i just... a friend?"
"Someone said that every time i'm around, you became extra hyped. Is this true?"
"Why do you joke around with everyone else, but when it comes to talking to me in person, you became all so serious?"
In fact, there's a lot more questions i would love to ask you, a lot more memories i wish you'd create for me. But time left and everything moved to quickly. Today, on your last day, i couldn't help but cry. Not because i know i would miss you but because i'm seeing my favourite presenter wanting to cry because his heart wouldn't want to leave the stage that he loves so much. Sir, i at least wants you to know that you have done a great job up there on stage for all your four last shows. Last show, the crowd might not be great but hearing you say "for the last time" so many times while you present, i couldn't help but feel the sadness that you are feeling. Maybe because ever since i'm back from internship all i see is you. Every movement of yours, i noticed everything. Every smile and every expression you do, it is all in my dictionary. You have been the best eyecandy ever. And you shall stay that way. Maybe you are meant to stay that way.
And to answer your question yesterday, here's my answer:
With that my dear favourite presenter, Thank You for Everything, Have a Good Night rest and Good Luck for NS.
If fate were to let us meet again, this time, i would wish you'd fall for me, try to get me, and i'll fall for you again..
Yours Truly,
Your Number One Fan :)
Thank you for the wonderful months of giving me trembles and shivers every time i look at you. Staying in the dark, i thought i could. I thought i could just see you from a far. But it ended up as you talking to me first. And suddenly BAM. We kind of know each other. We are kind of, 'friends'. You were charming. You were amazing. You were nice. In fact, too nice towards me. And it's my fault that i fell so hard for all your good characters. I know i shouldn't. But with you being too kind, i couldn't help it. Sir, in the future, please do not do this to someone who has an eye for you. You may not know she has an eye for you, you might not know she likes you, but i hope you could be aware of your kindness somehow. Because those things are the little things that makes a girl fall deep. Every memory, every minute and every chance of a simple talk with you, makes me smile and makes my day better. You made me feel so calm. You made me feel so happy every time you smiled at me. I caught you with the corner of my eye looking at me a lot of times, but i know it was just a fairytale. Maybe you didn't look at me all this while, maybe it was just someone in my direction i did not notice. Maybe those smiles weren't for me. Maybe everything was not meant to be. Every thing that i thought was a simple signal, wasn't really a signal after all. Every thing i thought was hope, wasn't really hope at all. Every thing i thought was a dream, was a dream. Every good thing that i thought was too good to be true, yes they were too good to be true. I wish i could ask you;
"All this while, have you ever a lot of times looked into my direction while i was walking somewhere in the park near you? Why/Why Not?"
"When you smiled at me, was it really for me? Was that smile a sign of your happiness when you saw me or was it because you were friendly?"
"When you talked to me first and told me to find you on facebook, was it a friendly intension only?"
"When you started getting comfortable talking to me, was i just... a friend?"
"Someone said that every time i'm around, you became extra hyped. Is this true?"
"Why do you joke around with everyone else, but when it comes to talking to me in person, you became all so serious?"
In fact, there's a lot more questions i would love to ask you, a lot more memories i wish you'd create for me. But time left and everything moved to quickly. Today, on your last day, i couldn't help but cry. Not because i know i would miss you but because i'm seeing my favourite presenter wanting to cry because his heart wouldn't want to leave the stage that he loves so much. Sir, i at least wants you to know that you have done a great job up there on stage for all your four last shows. Last show, the crowd might not be great but hearing you say "for the last time" so many times while you present, i couldn't help but feel the sadness that you are feeling. Maybe because ever since i'm back from internship all i see is you. Every movement of yours, i noticed everything. Every smile and every expression you do, it is all in my dictionary. You have been the best eyecandy ever. And you shall stay that way. Maybe you are meant to stay that way.
And to answer your question yesterday, here's my answer:
"She's lucky because it is easy for her to enter your heart and become a beauty without even having to try to talk to you. While here i am always watching over you, praying for the best for you and i'm being left as just a friend. She's lucky because she's a beauty in your heart whereas i couldn't even be near your heart. And she's lucky for having your eye on her... Because the girl who has her eyes on you, says so"
With that my dear favourite presenter, Thank You for Everything, Have a Good Night rest and Good Luck for NS.
If fate were to let us meet again, this time, i would wish you'd fall for me, try to get me, and i'll fall for you again..
Yours Truly,
Your Number One Fan :)
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