What comes after 2022

There's a lot more things i wish i could tell you. But i know the more i said it, the more awkward you would be with me. You are my friend, one of the closest, one of those whom i treasure a lot. You are the one who brings about my inner confidence, someone who gives me a reason to smile. But every time you get lonely, every time you're upset, it kills me inside. Every single moment spent with you, i've never regret, every laughter, every smile, even the tears i'm having right now, it's not something i ever regret. You must be somebody for me to not regret a thing i've done for you except one. To you, i never wish i had the courage to tell you. To you, i wish i didn't have any heart. To you, i wish i didn't fall for you. I liked you since the first time my eyes met yours. Even though you were rough and all but there's something about you. I'm just curious about that quiet guy who have so much to say but yet say so little things. A guy who supports me in whatever i'm doing. Someone who cheers me up when i'm down. Someone who knows those little things about me. Someone who remembers all those little things about me. Someone who actually cares. Just do me one favour, be happy. That's all i need from you. If you're happy, i'll leave.

I wouldn't deny that my heart hurts a lot. It hurts too much. But there's nothing i could do. You threw me away. Yes you were nice. One of nicest so far in rejecting me. But trust me, i'm torn into pieces, i'm shattered. I'm being cut through with a chainsaw and it's quite painful.

To, A.K