MFBML. The guy who stole my heart but have yet to return back to me. He stole my heart away from Mr Warm, took care of it. But scratched it a few times somehow. When i allow you to hold my heart, i know i was playing with fire. Your heart still had her. But i love you. I am selfish right now. Dragging you into this situation. But Allah opened up my heart for you. Everything is lost. My feelings towards Mr Warm. The sour face of mine bloomed into a happy smile. My dear friend, thank you for accepting me in my most unglam state. Thailand trip showed my ugliest sides. Farting everywhere. Sweating like shit. Smells of dunk. But still, you accepted me for who i am. Even when i didn't bath early in the morning you'd still hug me and those nights you gave me hugs before we sleep. You were the best i've ever met so far. Thank You my lovely friend. One day, either one of us would leave. Either me or you. Take your time. And you were right, whatever we have right now, we should make the best out of it. My dear friend, i'll try my best to make you smile and happy. I won't promise you that i would stay because if Allah wants me gone from your life, i shall be gone. And if Allah wants you away from my life, i would thank Allah for the moments he lend you to me.
My dear friend, life has its ups and downs. I just want you to know that as long as Allah allow me to be next to you, i won't run away from you. My dear friend, I love you. I really do. And if Allah wants to take away that love away from me, i'll obey. You have been my smiles since the day i get to know you. And i hope it was the same for you too. My dear friend, please stay strong. I'll be here for you as long as Allah allow me too. I'll try my best to stand right next to you supporting whatever you do. I wanted to be the pillar behind your strength so you could lean on me whenever you need me. I'll be here to listen to your sorrows, wipe your tears and make you smile. And like i always say, As long as Allah permits me to do so. I want our friendship/relationship to be something that Allah permits. I want it to get the blessings from Allah and that is all I want.
My dear friend, i might get angry, upset and jealous sometimes. But do know that i will never run too far. I would always come back because my duty of protecting you and making you smile has not been accomplished and Allah still permits me to stay. I want you to know that i could never get mad at you for too long because as far as i am concern, i need you in my life too. I can never run too far away from you because every minute all i am thinking about is you.
I will try my best to slim down so that i could match with you and so that you would not feel embarrassed around me. And so that you could brag to her that i am better than her and make her regret for letting you go.
My dear friend, i would pray for you that she would forgive you and take you back because seeing you so broken because of her hurts me more than it hurts you because i love you. To let go of someone you love is not as hard as to let go of someone you love who loves someone else but have their physical body with you but soul with someone else.
If Allah permits, i want you to stay with for the rest of my life. Marry you and stay with you till we get old. I've never had this thoughts before and you're the first i wish to marry. But it's okay. If Allah does not permits it, i shall stay patient.
All in all, MFBML, my dear friend, i love you.
My dear friend, life has its ups and downs. I just want you to know that as long as Allah allow me to be next to you, i won't run away from you. My dear friend, I love you. I really do. And if Allah wants to take away that love away from me, i'll obey. You have been my smiles since the day i get to know you. And i hope it was the same for you too. My dear friend, please stay strong. I'll be here for you as long as Allah allow me too. I'll try my best to stand right next to you supporting whatever you do. I wanted to be the pillar behind your strength so you could lean on me whenever you need me. I'll be here to listen to your sorrows, wipe your tears and make you smile. And like i always say, As long as Allah permits me to do so. I want our friendship/relationship to be something that Allah permits. I want it to get the blessings from Allah and that is all I want.
My dear friend, i might get angry, upset and jealous sometimes. But do know that i will never run too far. I would always come back because my duty of protecting you and making you smile has not been accomplished and Allah still permits me to stay. I want you to know that i could never get mad at you for too long because as far as i am concern, i need you in my life too. I can never run too far away from you because every minute all i am thinking about is you.
I will try my best to slim down so that i could match with you and so that you would not feel embarrassed around me. And so that you could brag to her that i am better than her and make her regret for letting you go.
My dear friend, i would pray for you that she would forgive you and take you back because seeing you so broken because of her hurts me more than it hurts you because i love you. To let go of someone you love is not as hard as to let go of someone you love who loves someone else but have their physical body with you but soul with someone else.
If Allah permits, i want you to stay with for the rest of my life. Marry you and stay with you till we get old. I've never had this thoughts before and you're the first i wish to marry. But it's okay. If Allah does not permits it, i shall stay patient.
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