I admit. My mistake was to tell a lot of people. I trust people easily. And it became a habit that i love to talk. Maybe i should just shut up from now. But too bad i can't. It has become a habit to talk a lot. And most of the time I let go of my secrets easily. Especially when it involves my feelings. But i'm glad i kept it for 6 months. I'm now convinced that you know my feelings. Unfortunately i didn't want you too. But some people just choose to "Help" me. More like destroying me however. I guess you people really want me to quit right? That's why you all do this to me. Thanks ah. I'm so upset that he knows everything already. I'm very convinced already that he knows okay. To whoever it is who told him or told everyone i did not tell, thanks a lot. Really you did HELP a lot. Especially helping me learn that not everyone i trust can be trusted. Everyone's words are so convincing and trusting i couldn't help but trust. Maybe it was my fault who always thinks that everyone is nice. I didn't see you guys holding knifes right. But really sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, thank you very much for teaching me this lesson. It's unforgetable. Another lesson for me to learn after all the lesson i've learnt. Maybe i should have some phobia of speaking about things to other people for me to keep mum about my life. Right? Gyeah, maybe that's what you guys should help with next.
To you MrWarm, i never meant to let you know. I planned to just keep this within me because i know you're not the type of person who would appreciate this feeling and also i do not want to get ill treated by you. But i guess since after you knew about everything, you already started moving away and not look at me anymore. Thanks for showing me your true self. You might be hating me. Hard truth. Whatever you tweeted, i hope it's about me because if it is, than that's a good lesson for me to learn. Because it really shows how much you hated me. Thank's a lot for everything. It was a nice memory. I really like you. Really. Because you also reminds me of my dad's characteristic except for the fact that you do not take care of me. Instead i took care of you. But it's okay. I love those moments i joked around with you laugh hard and still love you. Now everything is gone. You no longer make me laugh. All you do is make me cry with your treatment. I can now see how much you hated my existance. Thanks. A lot.
And to those who have been there listening to my happy stories, sad stories, those who gave a damn and kept telling me not to cry, laughed when i'm laughing because i'm happy, those who don't give a damn but still listen to me and gave some advise. Well, thanks.
To you MrWarm, i never meant to let you know. I planned to just keep this within me because i know you're not the type of person who would appreciate this feeling and also i do not want to get ill treated by you. But i guess since after you knew about everything, you already started moving away and not look at me anymore. Thanks for showing me your true self. You might be hating me. Hard truth. Whatever you tweeted, i hope it's about me because if it is, than that's a good lesson for me to learn. Because it really shows how much you hated me. Thank's a lot for everything. It was a nice memory. I really like you. Really. Because you also reminds me of my dad's characteristic except for the fact that you do not take care of me. Instead i took care of you. But it's okay. I love those moments i joked around with you laugh hard and still love you. Now everything is gone. You no longer make me laugh. All you do is make me cry with your treatment. I can now see how much you hated my existance. Thanks. A lot.
And to those who have been there listening to my happy stories, sad stories, those who gave a damn and kept telling me not to cry, laughed when i'm laughing because i'm happy, those who don't give a damn but still listen to me and gave some advise. Well, thanks.
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