What comes after 2022

Sometimes i wish i could do whatever i want when my heart wants to. But thinking of my pride, my self-esteem and the friendship bond, i could nothing anymore. I want to be free. I want to feel happy. Therefore i shall not think of you. You'd never think of me anyway. And you'll never know what i felt for you. Even if you do, I'm gonna have to plan to leave. Because if you do know, i would be the one suffering the rejection.