When i open my mouth, people get irritated by my loud voice. When i'm quite, everyone kept asking why am i so quite. If i'm quite, it means i'm not OK. So why ask? You know very well i'm a LOUD person right? Haisss people. That's why no matter what i'm facing, i'm always upfront with a smile and my LOUD voice. No one knows what's inside. So no one would ask.
"Your name is stuck here in my heart. But since you are no where near loving me, i shall try my best to erase it away."
Dear mrWarm, WHY ARE YOU SO FOOLISH TO RETWEET THIS TWEET OF MINE?! I was working ULU and you retweeted this?! How could you? I was already upset with i don't really know what on my way to work, and you just rubbed it in and my wound was so painful that a drop of tear dropped from my eye. Note : ONE DROP. Nah. I'm not foolish enough to cry buckets for something i know won't happen. One drop is enough for this one-sided feeling of mine. Oh well, i guess it ends here uh? I think? I don't know.
Stickman was so near just now. Usually when he's near, i go jelly. Funny that i didn't since the day i started noticing you. NEXT.
Work. To me going to work is like a vacation in my life. Going to work means i could be happy and get rid of my problems. When things get heavy, i'll just take the tram. While the tram moves and there's wind, the wind swept all my sorrows and burdens. It felt so good. I was never unhappy after i took the tram. The animals made me smile, the nature was breathtaking and the start & the end of the journey always reminded me that whenever there's a start there's always an ending. That's how it kept me strong. Everything i do at work, i enjoy it a lot. Going to work does not mean money to me. In the first place when i started to work, it was all about getting experience and i'm sticking to it. Because I feel happy doing it. I love the problematic guest, my crazy work mates, the some times annoying guides, the beautiful nature and the amazing animals. Oh wait and FOOD. Kay cool :)
Life is good for me . But love is never good for me.
I shall accept it this way. Maybe for now?
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