What comes after 2022

I'm just so upset whenever i think about loosing you. Everyone else kept telling me to confess. I'm a girl for some sake reason. I have my pride. Is everyone out there out to bring me down to the ground? I just wanna go up some cliff and scream my lungs out. I can't stand this heaviness in my heart, this feelings is just to burdensome. I don't know why it happens, but i can't seem to get it out and everything just seem to be a burden to me. I was haunted by my past whenever someone told me to confess. I can't go back to who i was before. I can't go back to those gloomy moments. I've got enough of it all. I've got enough of sadness. I've got enough of the feeling of an insecure girl. I've got enough. I just want to be loved. I just want you.