What comes after 2022

You, were never in the list of "the eye candies" to start off. Whatever happens now, I still blame the dream. I'm sensitive to love. I was attracted to the warmth of the dream. That is why i was attracted to you right now. Or maybe should i see the dreams that i hoped to become reality? Something is wrong some where. But idk what and where. I just don't feel comfortable. I don't know where i'm heading to. Growing up is a misery.