What comes after 2022

I wonder and i wonder a zillion times why people bitch about others? I'm still living my life knowing that people bitch about me. But the thing is, I don't bitch about others. I was taught to love everyone no matter how imperfect they are. I learn to love the blind. Learn to love abnormal people. I learn to love special people. I learn to tolerate evil. I learn to forgive. But I just don't get it why others just have to bitch about me. Well, I do know that my attitude sucks and I was never a sweet loving girl. Like i said previously, i'm loud so on and so forth, but I just can't find any reason why others just have to bitch about me. Why can't people just shut their gap when I said nothing about them at all. Maybe when i started to bitch it's all because they've already started it before. I'm never a two-faced unless something makes me become one.

When you're nice to me in my eyes, be nice to me when you're at the back of my head. Don't just be nice for the sake of my eyes. I don't need it okay. If you want to be an enemy, show your colours. Even though I do not in particularly know what your problem is with me. I go along well if you take me well. I didn't mean to be rude whenever I get too loud. I just don't understand some humans.

Aren't we all born learning that we should share some love? When we were a kid as pure as a white piece of cloth? I just don't understand. And when I learn that in my environment there are some who bitch about me, I just can't find my way to trust anyone now. I feel insecure. I'll just have to shut my trap for now. You say what you want to say. Finish it all from A-Z. Once you're done bitching about me, do closing ceremony. Do invite me. I'll be glad to bitch about myself to you. I'll tell you my flaws so that you could tell the whole world, how about that? Let the world see how ruined how broken how ugly how bad I am. Let the world see who I am. How's that? Good deal?

Good Night.