Dear friend,i suddenly remember you. I want to tell you i miss you but i
can't. All i could do is pray for you. I hope you're fine in the after world.
It's been 5 years since you're gone. I know you can't read this. But i know God
will tell you, i remember you. Have a good rest my friend..

I posted
this on my twitter. The reason for so is because a friend of mine just came into
my mind. He was a good friend. One with a lot of smiles and laughter. I was
listening to one song in the car. It was a radio channel in Malaysia. Don't ask
me why it's a radio channel in Malaysia, my dad just on it. The song that went
running on the radio is a song that is dedicated to one of their friend who have
passed away. Well in my case, my friend too have passed away. He passed away at
such a young age. If i go according to my memory timeline, it was when i was in
secondary 1 that he passed away. I remember getting a call from my friend
who is his classmate at 1AM saying that he passed away. I almost thought
that my friend was giving me a morning joke. But it sure is not. I didn't get to
attend his funeral though. My last memory with him was a few months before he
passed away. I remember it was during teachers day. I remember going back
to my primary school and talking to him. Least did i know that that's the last
time i'm going to see
him ever in my life. If I do know, i would have hugged him and say "boy, you're
a great friend. i love you my friend." But that'll be very weird because no one could
predict what happens except for God. So anyways, it was a just a random thought
after listening to the song.

To my dear friend, i hope you'r not having a tough life in the after
world. I hope Allah sends you to heaven with all those pious Islam people. I
hope Allah lightens your burden in the after world. I hope Allah will give you
happiness. And last but not least, i hope you're there in the after world with
your parents.


To my grandma, i pray the same for you as how i prayed for my
friend. I
hope you can see that i'm a grown up girl now. Grandpa is in a poor
condition
grandma. I hope you're not sad looking at his condition. If i
could i would like
to take care of everything . But i have no power nor
strength to do so. I hope
you're not upset about aunts and uncles behaviour.
You've been a good
grandmother, a mother, a good mother in-law and a good
wife. Grandma, i want you
to see that i will be a successful person. Even
when i was too young to tell
you, you should know that i love
you.

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