What comes after 2022

Flute. Yes. I am back at playing it. Recently I've been busy with school, work, talks and now IG. On Tuesday, i had my first session of practice with Republic Polytechnic Wind Symphony. I wanted to try out and get back my music sense. But i don't know if it's working. I've not been playing it since the day i left Woodlands Symphonic Band. But on tuesday, i finally hold the flute, blowed into it again. It felt so nice to be able to hold it again. It felt as if i'm back into my fantasy. Well too dramatic. Hee Hee. Anyways, i had my first practice, and i got kind of lost in the middle of the practice. It is seriously way too different from Woodlands Symphonic Band. The system. The tunings. The warm-ups. Everything just seem so different. Even the people. Their symphony is quite small. And my section? No comments. I still want to believe that my section is as hyper as my section in WSB. I had a very lovely flute section in WSB. And i want to believe that i have a lovely flute section in RPWS too. They played, i assume grade 4-5 pieces on the first day of practice with us. It was kind of difficult to catch up because we had not been playing our instruments for quite some time. And now i think i need to search back all my flute resources. My fingering chart, my key signature list and my major scales list. My theory is all gone. The first step to music is the score. And if i forgot things on the score, how am i suppose to start playing again? Right. Amalina, you have some work to do. I've been getting B's and C's for my modules and recently got my first A and my first D ! Thanks so much to my communication practice faci for giving me a D. Boohoo. This is so going to affect my GPA. Right? Hope not.

Anyways, school has been awesome for me. I don't know about other people. But i sure do love my class, my classmates and i just love school. I'm adapting to a lot of things. But i'm quite worried about my work. I want to maintain my grades. At the same time , i want still want my IG and Job in hand. I'm selfish . Yes . I want everything. Because i need everything. My passion, my interest. Everything is here. But i don't know if i could juggle all of it well.

All in all, life is awesome if you make the full out of it. But one day when you fall, these are the memories that will bring you back up. I don't want to fall again. It hurts. But i'm afraid of getting to high above the sky.