What comes after 2022

Sometimes i let go. Sometimes i give up. But that does not mean I'm weak. It's just that i prefer to give in for something better. I choose to only run around every door peeping into them. But soon after i open, i closed it back. No, it's not that i do not want to enter. It's just that you need to pull me in. I need your permission to go thru the door. If i don't, it just means I'm not welcome. That's the reason why i go around just looking at eye-candies and not fall in love. Because falling in love brings me into a difficult situation. Love is not just a one night party couple. It's about everything we don't even know and we never did know. I'm always running around because no one pulled me into their life. Well, that's a good thing. I have more time for other things and less commitment. But if one day i was pulled into someone's life. Then I'll have to change my priorities and commitments. I have this random thought after looking at you. I don't know why. But it's just that i have the urge to stand for a longer period of time in front of your door. I am peeping. And i'm praying you'll pull me in. It's just impossible. But i'll still wait as long as my legs allow me to.

But well, "kalau ada jodoh tak akan ke mana" Chey Amalina Seyh! Heh. Even so, it does not mean i can't dream.