What comes after 2022

"I'm happy but deep inside there's a little sadness."

Well I don't know if the way he talked to me in the afternoon was the one that made me a little upset. But I'll just let it go today. I hate to hold grudges as much as i hate being hated. Even so, I don't know what's making me a little upset inside. Something is missing. But I don't know what. I was happy while i was working. But i turned upset. And I have a pain in my mouth due to an ulcer. But I'm not hating the pain. I'm enjoying the pain. I don't know why. But I'm just enjoying it. What is wrong with me. My character seems to be all over the place. And it just feels like I'm not being my normal self. I don't know what is wrong with me.