Good evening stranger-s!
Today marks the 21st of November 2010!
AND TOMORROW IS THE RED-CAMP 7 DAY!
I've been waiting for it so freaking badly! Well, it's just that I've been wanting to take a course in Ngee Ann Poly if God gave me way. But I'm not confident that I'll end up there. So this camp will at least give the experience of being there in NP :)
Today, i attended a wedding of a relative on mum's side. While being there, i still have my heart attracted to wedding business. It would be a dream fulfilled if i were to open up a wedding boutique/company in the future. I really have lots of ideas that i think would help make a perfect wedding. But at the same time,i would also love to be a Malay Language teacher, Radio DJ and psychologist. See, i do have a lot of dreams that i would like to fulfill but somehow, it's just now that I've woken up. If only i realise that these dreams can't be fulfilled without hard work since i entered secondary school, i would have no problem with my studies by now. But like everyone else said, it is never too late to realise what's going on in the world. Well unless if you're going to die tomorrow and today you just realised there's something you need to do to change your life story. Even so, in that situation those few hours could be used to fulfill your dreams.
I've finally cleaned everything in my room. It feels so spacious now. Hmm, tomorrow will be a tiring day due to Red Camp. I really hoped to meet people that could be my friend whom would stay with me throughout. Or maybe a guy who would sincerely have a crush on me ? Nehh. Not now. I'm still a little "guy resistant". I think I'm a little depressed by my body weight and size right now. I can't seem to fit clothes? Hais. I'm happy but I'm sad you see. I need to loose this freaking size but I'm happy with just the way i am. But well, of course i dream of having and ideal size and weight where i can fit into clothes and just wear things i want to wear. However I was thinking how some people of my size gets to wear pretty clothes. Where in the world do they find those clothes? Come on, share your secrets people! It's like, I'm a noob when it comes to shopping. DUH! Because I don't know where to shop my clothes!
I can't wait for tomorrow!!! It's just a few more hours ^^,
Sadly, faith and fatin and nadiah and bi qi won't be around. But it's okay there's juhainah and ronik :)
Btw, My dad's heavy smoking is super killing me. My internal nose bleeding is starting again and i still think it's because of those carbon monoxide and all. I'm even having difficulty breathing now a days whenever he smokes. And sometimes i get head ache. Well i just have to wait for my check up at KKH on 1st december.
I shall be asleep now so that i could wake up tomorrow fresh and happy!
Goodnight and update soon :)
Today marks the 21st of November 2010!
AND TOMORROW IS THE RED-CAMP 7 DAY!
I've been waiting for it so freaking badly! Well, it's just that I've been wanting to take a course in Ngee Ann Poly if God gave me way. But I'm not confident that I'll end up there. So this camp will at least give the experience of being there in NP :)
Today, i attended a wedding of a relative on mum's side. While being there, i still have my heart attracted to wedding business. It would be a dream fulfilled if i were to open up a wedding boutique/company in the future. I really have lots of ideas that i think would help make a perfect wedding. But at the same time,i would also love to be a Malay Language teacher, Radio DJ and psychologist. See, i do have a lot of dreams that i would like to fulfill but somehow, it's just now that I've woken up. If only i realise that these dreams can't be fulfilled without hard work since i entered secondary school, i would have no problem with my studies by now. But like everyone else said, it is never too late to realise what's going on in the world. Well unless if you're going to die tomorrow and today you just realised there's something you need to do to change your life story. Even so, in that situation those few hours could be used to fulfill your dreams.
I've finally cleaned everything in my room. It feels so spacious now. Hmm, tomorrow will be a tiring day due to Red Camp. I really hoped to meet people that could be my friend whom would stay with me throughout. Or maybe a guy who would sincerely have a crush on me ? Nehh. Not now. I'm still a little "guy resistant". I think I'm a little depressed by my body weight and size right now. I can't seem to fit clothes? Hais. I'm happy but I'm sad you see. I need to loose this freaking size but I'm happy with just the way i am. But well, of course i dream of having and ideal size and weight where i can fit into clothes and just wear things i want to wear. However I was thinking how some people of my size gets to wear pretty clothes. Where in the world do they find those clothes? Come on, share your secrets people! It's like, I'm a noob when it comes to shopping. DUH! Because I don't know where to shop my clothes!
I can't wait for tomorrow!!! It's just a few more hours ^^,
Sadly, faith and fatin and nadiah and bi qi won't be around. But it's okay there's juhainah and ronik :)
Btw, My dad's heavy smoking is super killing me. My internal nose bleeding is starting again and i still think it's because of those carbon monoxide and all. I'm even having difficulty breathing now a days whenever he smokes. And sometimes i get head ache. Well i just have to wait for my check up at KKH on 1st december.
I shall be asleep now so that i could wake up tomorrow fresh and happy!
Goodnight and update soon :)
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