What comes after 2022

Ookay seriously, when will it be the day where i wake up anxiously going to my wardrobe that have a bunch of size S clothes where i could wear? Maybe a pretty dress? Or just a simple Tee? When oh When? Seriously. I'm trying. I really am. Mr F promised me that he would help. Mr Split Personality has advised me a lot and it truly help. I get motiation from my bros, but losing those fats takes a lot of time, maybe, for me. And it is seriously bugging me. The fact that i can't change to new clothes due to the fact that i can't fit in them. And yes, i admit, I CAN'T FIT in them.. Laugh HAHA. I envy all those models. But sometimes, i plug in a positive thinking. Take for example my cousin. Miss A, She's allergic to seafood. Well, no wonder she's super skinny, she only takes bread. My cousins, Miss R and Miss Z and Miss S and Miss A, ALL of them suffer from asthma. Which is why they can't go FAT. Or else.. there would be consequence to face. OH and FYI, i have medical records that i USED to suffer from ASTHMA. But it has long be gone after i grew up. Some methods were used by my parents killed the asthma away. And Here i am FATTER than i used to be. My allergies gone, my asthma gone. Well i din't asked to be sick. I just, I just want to feel skinny. I just want to feel what i used to feel. Wearing any clothes i can. Maybe i was to a "HAPPY-GO-LUCKY CHILD" and maybe to fortunate that every thing i want, my parents gave me. And yeah, din't watch my diet. Haiss.. And to SN, We're in this together right? Hehs.