What comes after 2022

After viewing tails and tails of monitor lizards and killing red ants as i was walking along the pathways of The Sungei Buloh Nature Reserves, i met with my ladies in school today. Being with my ladies gives me a piece of smile. After enjoying words from my bros, i see off my ladies and my bros as they walk up the stairs to take their final paper for their O levels. I was wearing a wide smile then. As i was about to walk down the stairs of the foyer, i saw a group of boys. Your face was the first i saw. I was trembling then. I did not know why. I least expect to see you. I was in a great shock. I ran my way up again and into the ladies. I thought i was saved then. I really do not wish to see you or hear your insult towards me. I was hurt enough. I do not wish to be hurt anymore. It sucks and it stinks. You may not how it feels but i felt it very deeply. Tears was almost out as i counted the minutes that pass by, alonein the ladies. I tot it was alright for me to go. So i stepped out. I really do not wish to cross paths with you. It hurts me to even see you from far. As i took my few steps, i heard that voice. The voice that insulted me for all the 4 years i've been in this school. I hated that voice. I do wish to mute it. Or maybe make myself deaf everytime you're around. I wanted to close my ears but before i did that, we crossed path. This is the moment when fate really killed me deep inside. I tried my best to hide, run and escape. But fate won't let go of me. I still had to cross paths with you. I just wished i din't come out. Or i wished you weren't thirsty so yoou wouldn't have to go to the cooler. And so, seeing me infront, you insulted me infront of your friend. As per normal. I really hated it. I do wish to kill you. I HEARD YOU. But i do not know what it means. But all i know, somebody told you something that you shouldn't have known about me. I do wish you the best in your O Levels so that i wouldn't have to see you next year. I've been hurt enough by you.

Mr MDFSBNALRK [go figure people, and if you found out, please shut up],
I've seen you cried before. I've seen your soft sides. I know you have them. You've showed it to me, a lot of times. But I don't know why you hate me so much. I don't know why you and your cliques hated me so much. I know i was a fool when i was in sec 1 and sec 2. Everything i did, i didn't use much of my brain. I was still a child then. I consider myself immatured. I admit. But what makes you people hate me so much? After for years in that school, i am still OUTCASTED. I repeat eh, I AM STILL OUTCASTED. Did i do something wrong? Or is it me? Why is it that I am the one outcasted? What did i do so wrong towards you? You threw harsh words to me in front of your cliques. But why sometimes, you were so warm to me behind them? I just don't understand... I don't...

But i'm glad that this year is your final year. I really prayed that you would go on to poly. I really do not wish to cross paths with you. I DON'T. It kills me deeply inside. And in the future, if we were to cross paths, if you wish to say hello, say it. But if you wish to hurt me even more, save it. I don't wish to here. But as far as i'm concern, there were great things you said to me. And i cherish every one of them.

Thank You Mr MDFSBNALRK.